Teen mom Farrah suicide

Teen mom Farrah suicide

Fashion designer Lilly Pulitzer, Iconic fashion designer died Sunday in Palm Beach, Florida. She was 81 of age. Her cause of death has not yet been confirmed.

Teen Mom star Farrah Abraham felt depressed and considered suicide.

About Teen Mom

Teen Mom is a reality television series which aired from December 8, 2009 until August 28, 2012 on MTV. It follows the lives of four girls from the first season of 16 and Pregnant as they navigate their first years of motherhood. The series also focuses on the themes of their changing relationships between family, friends, and boys, while highlighting the struggles teenage mothers have to go through to raise their children.

Farrah Abraham Life

Farrah is an aspiring model.  Farrah Abraham is the mother of Sophia Laurent Abraham. She is the star of Teen Mom. She got pregnant at the age of 16. Her daughter is Sophia Laurent Abraham, whose father, Derek Underwood. Derek was killed in a car accident on December 28, 2008. He was killed months after her birth.

In January 2010, Farrahs’ mom was charged with assault in a lowa court for hitting her. They fight with each other and as a result, Farrah and Sophia move into an apartment.

Designer Lilly Pulitzer dies was different from Farrahs’.

Farrah eventually proves to Derek's family through a paternity test that Derek was in fact Sophia's father, and then is faced with a lawsuit filed by Derek's mother for grandparents' visitation rights, despite no previous contact with Sophia.

August 2012, she published her autobiography “My Teenage Dream Ended”.

While promoting her new book she admitted that her worst depression occurred three years ago.

What happened three years ago?

“All I could think about was killing myself”, she said. The death of her boyfriend causes her so much depression it came to the point that he considered suicide, abuse of using drugs. She locked herself and Sophia in their house for three full days. Raising Sophia alone, coupled with the tragic death of her ex, Derek Underwood, in a car accident when she was pregnant, was too much to tolerate.

She turned alcohol and drugs to numb the pain.

'When I drank, I'd be happy for 10 minutes,' Farrah said.

'When I got high, I'd feel a sense of nothingness for about an hour. But in the end, my negative emotions always came rushing back.

She even thinking drown herself in the bathtub, for her it’s the easiest way to go.  Farrah says about her ex-boyfriend, they hadn’t spoke for more than two months after he died but it’s crazy because she still hoped they had a future together.

Just like designer Lilly Pulitzer dies her family and friends was on grief of her death.

How she coped on depression?

The thought of leaving her daughter helped pull Abraham through the suicidal thoughts.  She didn’t want to leave her daughter with no parents.

He thought about her daughter. She realized how her daughter will raise with no parents.

"I didn't want her to have to feel the way that I was feeling," Abraham explained.

She’s’ been to therapy and medication to help herself get back on track. She diagnosed with clinical depression and with session with counsellor.   Eventually Abraham was able to help for her depression and divert her in writing about the benefits of therapy and antidepressants in her memoir.

My Opinion

What she been through was never easy. The life of Farrah was never been easy. It’s not easy to raise a child with your own, with no partner. And the worst case, her boyfriend died after she gave birth.

Loosing special is someone is not easy. You don’t know how to handle pain and the emptiness. It’s very hard when you miss that special someone. You want that special someone at your side in time of ups and downs but it’s impossible because he’s not around now.

Alcohol and drugs might be helpful to numb the pain but it will take an hour. After that in the end, everything always came back.

She may be selfish but it was not her intention. Everything she been through was out of control.

It’s a relief that Farrah realized about her daughter. And help herself out in negative situation for the sake of her daughter.

Life is a mess, but it’s up to you how you clean the mess. It’s hard to cope with depression but you know little by little it will go.

I respect Farrah. Farrah straightened out her life. She's finished school, working, raising her daughter.

Farrah’s confession was brave. For those single mom or got pregnant at an early age, take Farrah’s as an example. She fights all the way for daughter’s sake.

Designer Lilly Pulitzer dies, she’s been very happy while she’s alive.

Life is a maze. So better live life to the fullest. Life must go on.